hopefully this year is gonna be a positively eventful year for me.

sometimes i really do wonder why all of us are never honest to the people around us.

we go on and on about sayings such as "there are things better left unsaid"

why? just to prevent the other person from getting hurt?

then what about ourselves? we deserve to be hurt/angry/pissed/mindfucked just to prevent smone else from getting hurt?

it's not that I'm selfish thinking this way. I think I DESERVE to be selfish.

if I was honest with everything I say, probably no one would be on my side. but guess what, at least I'm honest. Not like the hypocrites that live in this world.

talk about maturity. guess what those who talk about it doesn't mean they actually understand a shit about it. it's all shit ass talk.

yes, selfish for not doing smth for you. but hey, wonder who's childish enough to be so angry that he throws away the food into the bin? seriously just fuck off. try me really. at least i dont go on and on about it. fucking childish shit.

i declare that i live in a crackpot house. i have enough seriously. im just waiting patiently for my time.