it's prolly bcos of the movie we watched: 'New Year's Eve'

it made me think about certain feelings i've been pushing away lately

probably bcos i don't want to get upset over something i cant solve by myself

i feel that the more accomplished you are the lonelier you get.

i dont think i'm the only one who feels this way

bet there are billions out there

but it's sad that i'm already feeling this way when i'm not even 18 yet

i wish i could enjoy my youth a lil much more than i do right now

hell, i swear i think i'm really at a good stage of my life & probably there are some who are jealous over the type of lifestyle i have

but hey, maybe you should realise that i am jealous as well over the lives of other ppl

i wish i was given a chance to make mistakes; not trying to always be a perfectionist

i wish i was given a chance to screw around, doing stupid things that i'll never regret

right now, as to how much ive faced more than others, im not happy with my life

i may have friends and family but you know, i still feel lonely as hell

do tell me why...

never once have i felt bliss in my entire life

life is unfair ppl say... fuck. i would like to say that my life is unfair-ER than anybody else in this world.

it's a stupid fking life that i live in.