I think this semester has been a crazy one for me.

i was always rushing for my assignments.

& recently i just had a nervous breakdown/exam anxiety for 3 straight days

barely could sleep till after my management exam

PHEW !

i've been feeling this the past few days.

the feeling of being lonely.

it's not that I had no one to talk to. i was avoiding everyone.

it's like when you have nothing left in this world that you hold dearly anymore.

my life right now i can probably equate it to nothingness.

it's a lil sad whenever i ask myself why things ended up this way

i tried telling people how i feel but, you know they won't get it

i envy people who wake up and have something new that they are gonna face that day

i wake up and the only thing that would be new is whether i decide to shower first or turn on my laptop to check on updates

it really feels like my life is really at the pathetic end

DAMN ! i didnt mean to be so emo right here.

but, i just had to unload at a place where I don't have to listen to people's comments

and end up listening to their stories

im not being selfish but i think it makes me jealous that they have new stories to share

and it makes me sick that i have none to share

i think that's the reason why im trying to avoid a lot of people

please do try to understand me or at least pretend you do

alright, i'm off to bed. hopefully i'll wake up with a new resolution to my life.

goodnight world~