it's been a looooooooooooooong time since i last posted
& FINALLY, i'm posting right now at 4.01 am in the morning

well, i guess i should update my own life (that's what blogs are all about)

anw, school's over and now it's the exam period.
I have only 2 more papers left: PSYCH and M&C
trying my best to study, but, yeah the internet's kinda distracting in some ways

PIANO was over too on the 11th NOV. Chris told me he would update me abt my results
bt, yeah, he didn't... I'm SUPAAAA anxious seriously. I think I'm gonna msg him on monday to ask him abt it. pray for me people. hopefully, i'll do fine.

basically, that's kinda almost about everything that happened & is happening.
but, I think we all do realise 1 year passed so fast.
I've learnt a lot while I'm here. NOT just academically.
But, also, to be strong by myself and also with the help with the people around me.
I've also realised that I can finally really trust someone.
This year has been a tremendous change for me.

Being away from home. Away from family. Away from my friends.
I did a lot of thinking while I'm here too.
Basically, to find out what it is to be me. my own identity.
I've been so lost about everything for the past 2 years.
I've decided to lose any grudges I've kept and to forget any heartache felt in the past as well.
Right now, it's all part of my memories & hopefully remain as sweet memories.
The only thing I ever want to do that associates with my past is:
to make ammendments for the future to come.

oh well, I think I'm getting quite sleepy right now. so, I shall stop here. I shall update more whenever I do find the motivation to blog.

janeh~

p.s mum's coming over in a week time & DORIS PLEASE SLEEP ! XD