i decided to write another post cos i changed my template.
'cos i accidentally made some stupid ammendments on my previous template causing me to decide on changing my template.

but anw, this template is about me doing a lot of laundry lately.
so enjoy looking at the cute stuff hanging on the laundry line. haha.
alright i think that's all. i gotta go sleep so that i can wake up tmr or perhaps tmr to study...

janeh ~

hey ppl

i decided to blog for a bit today.
have you ever thought in your life you've done smth you are really really proud of?
i was thinking abt this for a few days now.
I guess there are a few. and i think what i'm really proud of the most is what i am after all that i've been through. in some ways i see myself in a better light now. not being smone ppl want me to be. or in fact be smone i wan myself to be so that i can be seen. right now, it doesnt matter whether i'm seen or not. bcos i feel im bound to do great things in the future to come that will make me be seen.

anw, lately i've been listening to THE ONLY EXCEPTION by Paramore & I really like the song a lot. it's a nice soothing song which calms me once in awhile when i feel out of it. so hopefully people this song does the same for you. 'cos i feel this song smhw makes you single out every important person in your life and telling them that they are the only exception.

Alright, i think that's all i wanna blog about today. have a nice week people.

janeh~

p.s DORIS i'm ps-ing you. heh. XD

it's been a looooooooooooooong time since i last posted
& FINALLY, i'm posting right now at 4.01 am in the morning

well, i guess i should update my own life (that's what blogs are all about)

anw, school's over and now it's the exam period.
I have only 2 more papers left: PSYCH and M&C
trying my best to study, but, yeah the internet's kinda distracting in some ways

PIANO was over too on the 11th NOV. Chris told me he would update me abt my results
bt, yeah, he didn't... I'm SUPAAAA anxious seriously. I think I'm gonna msg him on monday to ask him abt it. pray for me people. hopefully, i'll do fine.

basically, that's kinda almost about everything that happened & is happening.
but, I think we all do realise 1 year passed so fast.
I've learnt a lot while I'm here. NOT just academically.
But, also, to be strong by myself and also with the help with the people around me.
I've also realised that I can finally really trust someone.
This year has been a tremendous change for me.

Being away from home. Away from family. Away from my friends.
I did a lot of thinking while I'm here too.
Basically, to find out what it is to be me. my own identity.
I've been so lost about everything for the past 2 years.
I've decided to lose any grudges I've kept and to forget any heartache felt in the past as well.
Right now, it's all part of my memories & hopefully remain as sweet memories.
The only thing I ever want to do that associates with my past is:
to make ammendments for the future to come.

oh well, I think I'm getting quite sleepy right now. so, I shall stop here. I shall update more whenever I do find the motivation to blog.

janeh~

p.s mum's coming over in a week time & DORIS PLEASE SLEEP ! XD