hey people, hope things are fine.

there are certain things smtimes in life we realise only after what's been done
and there's always a choice as to whether u want to regret or accept it
many of times we, humans, refuse to believe that we regret
probably because we like to live in denial

there are certain things in life that we don't realise that it is the most precious thing in life
to me, i found out, today, that it is your family

anyone can say that im bs-ing here
true, i never grew up in such a happy family, i admit
i wan to run away every single time this whole family thing takes a toll on me

but, i guess i grew over it today
they are the only ppl who wait for you
the ppl who will protect you if you are harmed
the ppl who stand by you when you need help

man ... what have i been doing for the past 16 years of my life ... after today, it turns out to be much of a regret because i never cherished this ppl arnd me.

so to ppl out there, really, no matter how annoying they can get, how they can't seem to understand you, they are still your family.

i love my family.

sometimes you gotta move on
it's different right now
& I can't change it

she's right,
they can't wait forever.

I'll let go.

okayy, currently my blog is pretty DEAD !

sorry that I didn't update any sooner. Been busy + my quota was dead. No way I had ANY access to the proper internet at home.

Anyways, it's been pretty busy for me since last week. 'Cos this week is my exam week so there was a lot of studying involved. Seriously, I envy the people who are having holidays right now. For example, MY MUM ! She's been calling me every single day ever since her holidays started and blasting her korean shows to the point that I can hear them talking... URGH ! && trust me, she's going to watch more dramas than I do soon...

Jocelyn's going back to KL today in a few mins time for A MONTH AND 5 DAYS !! MAN ! so unfair. Will miss her 'cos she can seriously rock my world sometimes. haha.

Anyway, this is my exam schedule for the week:

Monday: Literature Essay Deadline
Maths 1 Paper (3 HOURS ?!!!)

Wednesday: Psychology

Friday: Media & Comm

My exams are all on alternate days which kind of give me sufficient time to study & revise. But, still, I have friends who are done on Thursday !!
But, anyhow, I'll just DO MY BEST for this exam.
OH oh people, I had a monologue exam for DRAMA && you've gotta be PROUD of me that I got FULL MARKS !!
So much for a DRAMA QUEEN. haha.

alright, I think I should stop here. Wish me LUCK people.

janeh ~

it's a saturday ppl

& sadly, I just got back from school.
Zhiwei and i went to Swanston today to go for the support lecture that was on Rate of Change.

She was telling me how I had the agitated look all the way today. I can say that I was a bit agitated. 'Cos today morning at 6 am ++, I suffered from severe indigestion & started throwing up at the toilet bowl. ARGH... Seriously felt damn horrible. Totally drained out my energy...

But, still I woke up to go to school 'cos I felt a lot a lot better. Met up with Zhiwei and went to school. Then, we went to Brunetti's and decided to drink some warm stuff.

my stomach's not all that healed yet. But, I feel better somehow. I'm going to start revising my stuff soon. so, guys, you better start studying soon if your exams are coming.

janeh~

sorry guys. but, i guess it's just the change of heart.