It's a 10.30 am on a Saturday morning. I'm feeling rather empty in a way. But, I decided not to take things so negatively. It's healthier with a positive mindset.

Anyway, I'm going out with Zhiwei and Quyen again today. I want to go get tofu for myself so that I can cook fishball soup. Probably they want to walk around as well today. I was thinking of checking out DC shoes today. I want to have like a whole collection out of it. But, mark my words, I don't think I'll find anything that will suit to my taste. haha ...

I just realised yesterday that the song 'The Man Who Can't Be Moved' has a deeper meaning. I thought it was pretty shallow but, after reading the lyrics, I'm like GOSH so much feelings in it. I just want to say thanks to the person who introduced me to the song back then.

I talked to my mum late at night yesterday and she was telling me how awful my dark circles are right now. I'm like yeah, I have no idea what made it so awful 'cos I seriously have sufficient sleep most of the time. So, I think I'm going to get like cucumbers just for my eyes so that it'll at least get lighter 'cos I totally look like a panda.

I was talking to Maltrish yesterday as well. She told me she got a role in her school's musical. CONGRATS ! but you know, I didn't say this to her, but, I'm jealous. I'm jealous of how she got a role and I, right here, couldn't do well in my drama classes which I always thought I was good at. Yeah, I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I get really disturbed on like tiny little things. So sorry Maltrish, I am ashamed of such feelings, really. I seriously want to whack myself out of it, really.

ARGH ! okay, I hate this feeling. I want to enjoy my time here. GOGOGO SYAHMIN !
I think that's all for today.

janeh ~

Sorry maltrish that I had such feelings. But, really, I'm happy for you to get the role.