I woke up today feeling a little lousy about things.

I finished reading a thousand years of prayers yesterday night. It was kind of good but, I prefer Mitch Albom's works. It's more related to my life in a way. I started reading Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury today and am halfway through the first part. It's pretty okay but, just not my type of genre.

As per normal, I went to school just now to practice my piano. Today sucked big time. I don't know why I was so agitated while I was practicing. I kept getting the notes wrong. I tried calming myself but, I mean if it's just not my day, it's just not my day.

I kept thinking of things today. Like why do we have to live through life? Why did God make us go through such hard life to the point that we ask ourselves whether God really exist? But, I think that's where all the faith comes in. We have so many questions to our existence. But, usually it's not answered. Anyway, these were the things that were running through my mind lately. I know how there won't be any conclusion to my questions.

Anyway, enough about that. Today's my mum's BIRTHDAY. I hope she has a wonderful birthday today 'cos as far as I can remember she NEVER had a happy birthday before. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ! She's 47 this year. I just realised today that we're of 30 years difference. HAHA ! I totally hope she doesn't grow old that fast. I'm feeling a little guilty that I can't celebrate together with her on her birthday. But, I hope she has a FANTASTIC birthday today and may ALL your wishes come true !

that's all for today
janeh ~