hello people !

It's been a few days since I last actually blogged. Well, to sum up this week's weather, it's HOT HOT HOT ! It was like as if summer was BACK ! But, I'm totally okay with it.

Anyway, today I went out with Quyen and Zhiwei to the city to eat lunch together and walk around. Main objective for me : go to the ASIAN MARKET & check out the price of the MUSIC SCORE. We met around 1.30 pm in front of the STATE library and headed to PANCAKE parlour to eat our lunch. I ordered Fish Fillet with Lemon & Parsley butter. The serving was DAMN BIG ! I didn't take a photo of it 'cos I thought it was weird. I'm totally full until now ...

After that we headed to ALLANS music store for me to check out the stuff there. Oh my god... The pianos there were so AWESOME. It's just very COOL...

So after that we headed to Jay Jays to shop and see the stuff they had. I bought a DOMO t-shirt. SO SO SO cute ! I'll post a picture below later. And then, we went around to Supre, Sportsgirl and Forever New. They had nice clothes but, I decided not to get anything. 'Cos the things tend to be pretty OVERpriced. And then, we went to the Asian Market. It totally felt like HOME when I went there. I seriously wanted to stay there. It's like you see all the things that you want. I even bought DODO fishballs. I'll post a picture below. Seriously, I felt so so happy after going there. haha.

And so, we headed home around 5.30 pm. It was a good outing today. I didn't feel so tensed and totally fitted in well. So, I had fun !

Anyway check out the photos below:


That's all guys !
janeh~

hello people.

just got back from school. it's a full day today so I'm kind of tired from all those classes. But, I think I'm handling the classes pretty well. haha.

Doris didn't have school today. LUCKY her ! Anyway, I'm improving in my piano skill. It comes a bit more smoothly now. And my third apart is getting better. I can even STACCATO it. haha...

Timetable would be more flexible for Thursday and Friday so I can like take a nap during the afternoons and wake up to go to the music block to practice. I think I OWE Russell a lot for helping me. I probably would get him chocolate soon. I'm just too lazy to go to SAFEWAY to just get a bar of chocolate.

I think that's all I can blog about. I'll blog another day or smth.

janeh ~

hihi people. it's the second day of my school and I'm kind of exhausted...

But still, look on the brighter side. Things have been going my way recently and I SERIOUSLY feel EXTREMELY relieved after today. This is totally because I've finally gained access to TRINITY during the WEEKENDS and yesterday I managed to loan a music score from the Balileu Library. This is so AWESOME. It's like I can sleep A LOT better now. haha.

Anyway, CHERRY tomatoes are good. Doris and my housemates were telling me about it. And, I bought it yesterday when I went to SAFEWAY with Zhiwei and Quyen. I went home to try it and it's NICE. Just that I can't eat too much of it 'cos it will taste kind of YUCKY after awhile. So, people, if Syahmin CAN eat this one, you guys would ALSO be able to EAT this one. haha.

Oh and guys, I've updated my track list. And there's a NEW, pretty AWESOME song by 2PM titled 'Without U'. It's not that bad, really. I'm not all much of a kpop fan but, I think the part that they actually have a lot of interest in the entertainment industry is fascinating. HAHA! But, anyway, there are a few more tracks after that too. Like Lee Hyori's 'Chitty Chitty Bang Bang' and some Big Bang songs too.

Seriously, I think BIG BANG should come back SOON. I've not seen them for a very LONG time in the Korean entertainment business other than their photoshoots. So, HURRY BIG BANG !

haha... I'm being crazy for a bit. I think that's it for today that I can blog about. PEOPLE, have FUN at school, okay?!

janeh ~

hey guys ! LOOK hard at the calendar.
It's the 18th and it's been 2 MONTHS since I left Singapore.

It's great that I managed to live through the 2 months. Since I've been here, my emotions were up and down. But, I think that's LIFE, right?

Anyway, I think Zhiwei's back in Melbourne already earlier this morning. YAY ! And, school is starting from tomorrow onwards. I have so many errands to run tomorrow so, I need to have an early night tonight. I started reading my notes and going to start practicing my maths as well.

I just need to focus from now onwards so, probably I'll blog once every 2 days when I have the time. Oh yeah, anyway, people in Singapore will also be starting their POLY from tomorrow onwards as well. GOOD luck and FOCUS people 'cos I'll be doing likewise while I'm here !

Anyway, Doris was telling me how Kentucky has been kind of bothering her lately. I REALLY think kentucky's just into her. HAHA ! She's like totally freaking out when I told her that. HAHA!
I just hope that guy doesn't STALK her. If not, it'll be a total joke. HAHA !

Okay, I think that's all there is for me to BLOG today. HAPPY 2nd month ANNI to me ! And people going POLY tmr, HAVE FUN !

janeh ~

I didn't blog yesterday 'cos I was too lazy...

Yesterday, basically, it was my first day of PIANO class and I thought I'm very shitty with it. Chris was damn DAMN detailed with the fingering and everything. In a way, I felt kind of scared but, I'm so fortunate to have him as a teacher. I have some confidence. I'm changing my third piece. I wanted to do Alligator Crawl (a jazz piece) but, he told me it wasn't so suitable for a girl to play that piece and he suggested a few other pieces. Like Rachmaninoff, Skryabin and lastly, Liszt. I chose Liszt. I thought it was better and nice to the ears. But, it's a very sad piece. I'm trying to get my hands on the piece by Monday 'cos the music library is closed during the weekends. I intend to go to the music shop tomorrow to check out the price of it though.

For those who want to like listen to the piece that I intend to choose:

Consolation No. 3 in D flat By Franz Lizst

It'll be kind of my first time to actually play his composition. So, GOOD LUCK TO ME !

Anyway, I've not been able to sleep so well for the past few days. But, after talking it out and stuff, I could sleep a little better. Although I don't really feel completely ALL good inside. But, I feel better. For people who are unable to sleep so well, I think it's better if you talk it out. You might feel better TOO !

janeh ~

I woke up today feeling a little lousy about things.

I finished reading a thousand years of prayers yesterday night. It was kind of good but, I prefer Mitch Albom's works. It's more related to my life in a way. I started reading Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury today and am halfway through the first part. It's pretty okay but, just not my type of genre.

As per normal, I went to school just now to practice my piano. Today sucked big time. I don't know why I was so agitated while I was practicing. I kept getting the notes wrong. I tried calming myself but, I mean if it's just not my day, it's just not my day.

I kept thinking of things today. Like why do we have to live through life? Why did God make us go through such hard life to the point that we ask ourselves whether God really exist? But, I think that's where all the faith comes in. We have so many questions to our existence. But, usually it's not answered. Anyway, these were the things that were running through my mind lately. I know how there won't be any conclusion to my questions.

Anyway, enough about that. Today's my mum's BIRTHDAY. I hope she has a wonderful birthday today 'cos as far as I can remember she NEVER had a happy birthday before. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ! She's 47 this year. I just realised today that we're of 30 years difference. HAHA ! I totally hope she doesn't grow old that fast. I'm feeling a little guilty that I can't celebrate together with her on her birthday. But, I hope she has a FANTASTIC birthday today and may ALL your wishes come true !

that's all for today
janeh ~

It's getting colder here in Melbourne. We started using the heater once in awhile. At first, I thought they switched on the cooler 'cos it was very cold but, instead it was the heater. Fascinating.

I was supposed to go to the Shrine of Remembrance today with Chantel. But, I felt terrible today morning and decided not to go ahead with the plans. I slept in for quite long and woke up feeling all better. I think I'm going to eat the flu medicine tonight. I wonder when we're going to go the Shrine of Remembrance...

Well, after getting up, I got ready and went to to school to practice my piano. It's getting better, really. And, I've been practicing my scales pretty diligently too. Probably to impress Chris a bit. I'm a bit more motivated to practice as compared when I was back in Singapore.

I've not been able to sleep pretty easily these few days. Always thinking about this and that. I've been asking God recently about how I want him to protect me from all harm that can occur while I'm here. It's kind of hard sometimes when you really feel that no one is here to protect you when you're in danger. But, I think that's where all the INDEPENDENCE come in.

anyway, I think I'm going to finish reading my books already instead of like reading mangas. School's starting soon so, get BACK to WORK !

janeh ~

the wind was terribly strong today & it was freaking cold.

I woke up alil later than I targeted. Anyway, Chantel didn't end up going with me to the Public BATH and I ended up going alone. -.-

So, at the public bath, it was pretty AWESOME. I swam for about 20 laps and got really dizzy. Then, I went to the sauna. OMG ! It's like how you see in the JAP drama Atashinchi no Danshi when they all came together and go inside the sauna room. It's almost the SAME ! So, there was this very FAIR boy/guy inside. I kind of got a shock 'cos I thought there won't be anybody inside. He looked at me and I looked at him. I was like errr... Then I sat down. A few minutes later, I think he was a lil uncomfortable, he went out. I started singing while I was inside alone. HAHA ! About 12 minutes later, I went out and cooled down in the SPA. Awesome right ? The water was pretty warm so I was just relaxing for awhile and then I decided to bathe. I was feeling dizzy all the way when I was bathing probably because of the excessive heat so, I bathed with COLD water.

After dressing up and stuff, inside the changing room, there's like hair dryers and hair straighteners. AWESOMENESS !! So, I started drying my hair and stuff. HAHA ! I was feeling all warm inside but as soon as I left the Public Bath, it started to rain. I'm telling you, I thought I was going to freeze to death. The RAIN + the WIND + my SMALL little jacket. You can't really imagine it. But, I lived through it.

So, I went home & dumped all my clothes in the washing machine. I used my LAPPY for awhile and headed to school to practice my piano. It's kind of an exhausting day for me but, it was enjoyable. I'm going to the Shrine of Remembrance with Chantel tmr. I'm going to like bring a share of butter rice for her tmr. I hope she'll be alive after eating it.

I think that's all anyway. Probably with Chantel's hobby of taking photos, I'll post some pictures tmr as well.

janeh ~

i woke up damn late today.

i was awake a few times but, I decided to sleep on 'cos I didn't have anything to do today. I talked to a few people yesterday night about whether the thing yesterday was right or wrong. Well, basically, it's wrong. I shouldn't have allowed. I was told not to worry 'cos nothing happened but, not to do that EVER again.

I realise that I make quite a no. of mistakes while I'm here & it annoys me in a way. I really feel I should GROW up and learn what's right and wrong. It's so irritating to not know, really. But, anyway, I'll take things easy.

Anyway, I want to cook butter rice today. I shouldn't eat too much chilli 'cos it's kind of bad for the stomach if you eat excessive chilli. I'm kind of waiting for my mum's reply for the recipe 'cos the recipe on the internet isn't the one that I want.

My stomach hurts like hell 'cos I've been doing a lot of sit ups lately. I was telling Doris how I want like a toned stomach with like a teeny-weeny shape of 6 packs. HAHA ! She was like, "How long will that take?". I'll SHOW her definitely when I get them.

Anyway, I think that's all for today. I'm going to the PUBLIC bath tomorrow with Chantel so probably I can blog more.

janeh ~

hihi people.

its 6.31 pm and I kind of just woke up. well hold on ! let me explain myself first before you jump to any conclusions.

as i was watching like a series of movies through the night yesterday, I ended up staying all the way to about 6.00 am. I wasn't that sleepy and thought maybe it was a good idea to have a jog at Carlton GARDENS. So, at about 6.30 am, I went out and started jogging there. It was a FREAKING nice place. I didn't really end up jogging 'cos seriously I felt like puking 'cos of my lack of sleep. & then I met this WEIRD person who started talking to me. Although I'm like all with the "no TALKING with strangers" thing, my personality just couldn't avoid myself to not reply.

So, we ended up talking. I found out that he is from Sri Lanka. It took me awhile to understand where he was from 'cos he had this ACCENT that was hard understand. And this is the part that kind of freaked me out a bit, he asked me to show him my left hand and asked me whether he could see it. In a way, he wanted to see my fortune or something? I don't know, really. Was he like trying to be FUNNY or it's just his nature? I allowed him to see it. But, I felt a little strange and decided to LEAVE.

I RAN like MAD. But, you see, I know you people would view it as like a bad thing, suddenly talking to a stranger and letting him touch your hand. But, if you are in the position you don't KNOW whether he's trying to be funny or not. I think that's how it is when kids or whoever gets molested at public places. It's 'cos they DON'T know.

But, anyway, don't be so worried about me on this one. I'm not going back there to jog anymore and stuff unless I'm accompanied. I was abit worried as to what was going on at first but, I think this can add on to experience. So, I'll let it go.

Okay, continuing on to like my sleepless night. I said that yesterday I wanted to go to the market to get like WET stuff. So, at about 10 am, I went to the market. I bought like squid and prawns. But, here's the most puzzling part. I don't know which fish to get. The other day when my mum bought the fish at Vic market, it was a white one. TODAY, there were like so MANY different kinds of WHITE ones that I couldn't decided which one to get. So, I gave up. I just bought like those 2 stuff and went to walk around.

Though I intended to at least get something out of the Vic market, I ended up not doing so. I just kept thinking that it's just not my type of things, but still, it was fascinating. The next time I go there, I want to try their famous DOUGHNUTS. There was a long queue earlier so, I decided not to queue.

Okay, this part is going to freak you out a bit 'cos I the WITNESS freaked out like shit. This is what happened. After walking around, I decided to go home. You know how the Vic market is near this tram station. So, I was crossing and suddenly, a lady, probably in her 40s and who was like what, 5 metres away from me?, started screaming and wailing. I saw a guy running like SHIT. At first, I thought the guy was RUNNING after the tram. But the lady kept wailing, and so, yeah, she was ROBBED ! There were a few people who tried to chase. I mean, really, if you're in my position, you would totally start PANICKING. What I suddenly did was, I started ZIPPING UP my bags and carrying it very tightly to myself. HAHA ! And the worst part was, I think the robber ran in my way. So, yeah, what was the possibility that my bag was going to be the one robbed? So, I really really thanked GOD for protecting me and wishes for his protection all the time. haha. Anyway, I don't really know what happened to the lady because I just wanted to get myself off that place. But, the ambulance came... Maybe she FAINTED?! especially from all that wailing... But, I mean, shouldn't the police come first?

I don't know. I bet it was damn chaotic after the whole robbery case. So, I reached home at about 11.30 am and thought that it was wise to sleep. So, I cleaned up everything and went to bed. And here I am, full of energy after the 7 hours of sleep.

I think that's it for today. I'm going to shift to the kitchen 'cos I want to watch this movie : Win A Date With Ted Hamilton on television.

janeh ~

hihi people.

almost a week passed already. I'm doing pretty okay ever since that day. I went to school to PRACTICE my piano and print out my flight stuff. I'm totally relieved that everything is confirmed already.

when I went to SCHOOL, I decided to enquire about gaining access to Trinity during the weekends but, the lady said the I CAN'T just get the swipees. I have no idea what's that but, I think it's like a pass or something of that sort. So, I went home and e-mailed this KATHLEEN lady to get entry. I hope she replies me ASAP 'cos classes are starting already.

Anyway, I'm going to go on a diet. Eat lesser and also exercise more. I need to get fit, really. The photos are haunting me like mad. Totally like a FAT ASS !

I want to ask Jocelyn about the myki card 'cos I have a feeling I took the wrong registration FORM for the myki card. HAHA ! how stupid can I get, seriously.

I think I'm going to the MARKET tomorrow to get food and maybe look around a bit more. I was thinking of going to the PUBLIC BATH as well. According to Trang, she said there's like swimming pool, sauna, jacuzzi and more stuff. Perhaps I should check it out.

Anyway guys, PROJECT BANANA... Oh my, it didn't turn out as nice as I thought. I like the FROZEN banana part though. It's very ripe but, oh man.. the outside part it was very peanut butter.

Okay, I think I'm done here.

janeh ~

i think its time
i've thought about it
for a night, and I
came to the conclusion
that i have to say goodbye
not to just him but, to many others

when we meet again
we would be in tears
not because we said goodbye
but, it's because we see each other
as non-strangers~

back from a short trip to town with trang.

we went to MAX BRENNER to drink some choco stuff. It's kind of like KOKO BLACK but according to trang, it's much more famous. We walked around for a bit and headed to school to watch the basketball match.

It was okay. But, it was a little disappointing 'cos it wasn't as intense as I thought it was going to be. Trinity won but really the Indonesian team was kind of weak. In the whole trinity team, Quyen and I spotted 3 good players. No. 3, 7 & 8. They were awesome. One of them was kind of hot. HAHA !

So, after watching the match I headed down to ANEKA cafe and took my meat that I ordered. Then, I followed Syn and Jocelyn to the main block to ask Auntie Sue some stuff (just about the receipt for this month's rent).

Anyway, I found out that Trinity doesn't have a coach for their ball team so I'm thinking whether it'll be wise to join, really. And, I don't think I'm buying a ball here probably I'll get it when I'm in Singapore. It should be cheaper.

I'm kind of persuading Quyen to like play with me basketball 'cos she kind of paid half for the price of the ball. But, it's just that she's thinking of how to put it across to the other person who paid half of it.

And yeah, SFA is kind of bugging me. Like what Doris said, things aren't going the way we really want. Anyway Doris, just AVOID her and PRETEND you don't know a thing.

Okay then, I'll go gaming with Doris.

janeh ~

we are drifting apart
no life in our conversation
my feelings are fading
is it just mine? or its neutral?
i never want it to end
but, since when did it start?
it was just my wishful thinking
is it time for me to say goodbye
for real? i hope not

hihi people.

okay, I just kind of woke up. But, that's totally because Doris and I were gaming yesterday night. We wanted to stop playing after finishing one game and go to sleep. However, I was just browsing through the maps that was included in the WARCRAFT folder and there were like really interesting stuff.

For eg. :
Harry potter ?
Bleach vs. One piece ?
Pudge race ?

And many more...

So we ended up playing the Bleach vs. One piece map. I didn't know how to play the game and started being all frantic about not knowing how to play and dying so fast. Doris was like totally enjoying it 'cos she kind of figured out how to play.

I'm totally a noob, really. But, still I figured out how to play at the end. HAHA !

Anyway, I woke up today with a sore throat. I don't know why. I drank like 2 bottles of water before I went to sleep causing me to wake up a few times to pee during my sleep. But, I still had a sore throat. -.- Weird but okay... So, I went to eat the medicine to cure my throat.

I hope my throat heals by tomorrow 'cos I'm going to a basketball match and obviously I bet there'll be some screaming and shouting needed. HAHA !

Okay, I think that's it for today.

janeh ~

It's my third day at home not stepping outside the house.
But guess what, I'm NOT bored ! haha.
It's 'cos I have a game to play & it's totally fun.

For those gamers out there, I'm playing Element TD Survivor 6.3 under Warcraft. I think it's damn cool.

I'm going to school today, most probably about 6 + pm though I wanted to go a bit earlier. I decided to stay for a bit and game through the time. I intend to practice piano 'cos Chris told me lessons will be starting next Thursday so I need to polish my piano. I should be going to school almost everyday since I took a long break from playing.

I was listening to White Horse by Taylor Swift a lot lately. I was just thinking whether this song with the lyrics and all, is giving out a negative or positive feeling. Though I asked quite a lot of people about it, I'm not so satisfied as to what they think. Is it because I refuse to accept the true meaning? I don't know.

Anyway, I hope I'll end up going to school today. 'Cos I'm too lazy actually. PEOPLE, GIVE ME SOME MOTIVATION ! AAAHHH !

haha.. you know I think I'm a little mad so I should stop here and get back to gaming.

janeh ~

hihi.

well I'm at home. Didn't go out for almost 2 days. But, who cares right? haha. I'm not locking myself in or anything of that sort. I'm just simply too lazy.

I think these 2 days are my fat days and in a way, I'm kind of comforted while I'm at home. I've been eating a lot while I'm at home. Eating junk food, eating my normal meals and eating more meals. HAHA ! but yeah, I need to EXERCISE already. I was just looking at my photos and I think I'm freaking FAT !

I think I'm going to start like exercise soon. Go running or play basketball. Talking about basketball, I want to get a ball here. But, I dont know whether it's worth it to buy it here or buy it while I'm in Singapore. Probably, I'll go ask some SHI FU like what's the normal price. But, I have a feeling that it's going to be higher here than in Singapore. But still, I want to play...

Anyway, I'm going to play some game that Alicia transferred to my lappy. OHOHO ! and yeah, eat my dinner.

janeh ~

it's been awhile since I last slept for very long hours.

well yeah, yesterday, I went to the beach. It was okay. But, I guess sometimes I need to be open to certain issues so that I can easily fit in. You know how it feels when you just know that this is just not your right clique? yeah, that's how it was.

I didn't want to turn this into an EMO blog but just for this post ONLY this post I'm expressing some of my emotions. I'm feeling a little down about some stuff and yeah, probably I'm a bit homesick. It started ever since the whole "everybody's going back to Singapore" thing started. And, yeah I want to go home too. I just want to feel all comfortable and be myself. It's not that I can't be myself but it's more of how certain situations just can be so omg ...

I would've left the trip halfway yesterday. But, I really stayed on for Zhiwei to not make her feel bad. I tried to enjoy it but, yeah when you're just not feeling for it you know, you just don't feel like it.

I think all I needed is some rest. To slack at home and enjoy the holidays. That's what I want to do. 'Cos i seriously don't want to hate the holidays when I've been all excited for it for like weeks. I think it's DAMN dumb.

I came home yesterday and yeah, talk it out with my housemates. I felt a little better. But, I think that it's still there. I just don't feel all well either. Jocelyn and I stayed up till 4.30 am to watch Hi, my sweetheart ! It was hilarious but, in a way it was great because I didn't have to be alone at night.

Anyway, I'm going back during the June holidays. Probably, I'll book my ticket when the public holidays are all over so that I can have some relief. Well, I guess I need to cheer up. I hope things will go smoothly soon 'cos I hate to be in this kind of mood really. I HATE it.

And yeah, there are some photos from yesterday's trip to the beach. But, I don't feel like uploading on this blog because it was just all fake and I don't want things that are fake in my blog. I only uploaded it in my FB.

I NEED to KICKASS !

hihi people.
I'm back from town & I'm exhausted...

Basically, went out with ONLY zhiwei. Chantel was too sick to go so too bad ...

We started out with Victoria Market where there's like all the fruits and things you want to buy. I didn't end up buying the wet stuff though... 'Cos I was lost at what to buy. -.- yeah, I want to use that face. I've been getting that quite a bit from somebody. So, I'm using it.

Then, we went back to Carlton to put our stuff and headed off to the CITY !

Well, Zhiwei wanted to shop for clothes but, it's either the collar is too big or there's no size. We went to lots of places. Enjoyed it really. We bought a hat for ourselves to prepare for the cold season coming up. Zhiwei bought the "coolcool" type while I bought the "artist" type. This whole labeling was done by her.

We went from different shopping malls and surveyed stuff. She was going on and on about the whole furry thing being the "act rich". And how she wants to wear them. HAHA ! The whole shopping thing was hilarious.

We ended our shopping at about 5 pm that's when most of the shops are starting to close. How dumb... So, she sent me off and I went home.

Here I am blogging haha...

Anyway, some pictures to see. The rest are on FB under the melbourne album. So just check it out yourself.




Fish & Chips from Victoria Market.



Melbourne Central.



Rock Candy I bought.


Me loving the camera a lot.

Okay, I think that's it. I'm very tired and I want to eat. OH ! and yeah, about Project BANANA, I'll update later or something. 'Cos I want to add in the REVELATION pcitures as well.

till then
janeh~